Tuesday, February 28, 2012

starting e-cig program...



i love smoking...i truly enjoy the whole process...however i am not fond of the smell...or the coughing and of course the fact that it could kill me...i am a woman that likes to bend conventions...but i am going to try to stop smoking...

after a good amount of consideration and data collecting...i have decided to go with e-cig...i have a few friends that say the product is working for them...the kit is costing me 69 dollars...

the brand i am considering is shiny and colorful...i ordered a total of 3 e-cigs red, purple and black...all metallic...i enjoy the aesthetic quality of these smokes...the vapor or "cartomizers" i ordered are "cowboy" flavored...or in my case "cowgirl" (you all started thinking about reverse cowgirl...didn't you?) with 11g of nicotine...my e-cig goodies will be delivered in a week or so...

i have been smoking on and off for at least 20 years...at present i smoke approximately 8-10 cigarettes a day...so we shall see what happens...i will attach links at a later date...but stay tuned...

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

hot and not...

when i am at work or in my hometown i usually do not feel like any sort of vixen...this state of mind makes it difficult for me to believe that i am the object of lust to anyone...when i am "adventuring" and out of my usual sphere i do feel sexy...like people desire me...i was reminded of these two distinct states of mind the other day while chatting with a friend...

"how can people not fantasize about you?"...well in my head i was thinking...pretty  darn easily...i look like a nerd on a daily basis...librarian glasses...crazy hair...and an "offbeat" sense of style...in short...out of my  kink realm i resemble a creative and or weird chick with a round/chubby figure...

yes you have seen my tits and other body parts up close and personal...but the folks in my vanilla life have not seen what you all have seen...my breasts are often difficult to find when i work...i wear scarves (because i like the feel of soft yarn or silk on my neck)...

you, my dear readers...do not see my clark kent look...just my superman persona...i could be any nerd on the street...a teacher of your children...a lady at the grocery store wearing sweatpants...a pissed off driver...a bored onlooker at a school concert...possibly that woman texting at  a book store...

i do appreciate that some of you think i am worthy of your lust, adoration, or whatever...but guess what...i am behind you at the department store returning socks...bet you didn't know i was such a sex goddess...;)

Monday, February 13, 2012

slapping...drinking...and other wacky fun...

this past friday i had a "date" with the sexy beast...we were having drinks at a bar a short walk from my hotel...the previously agreed plan is that we would have a few drinks and we would go back to my hotel and he would "cure" me of my teasing...

i got to the bar first...it was not fancy but seemed like a comfy place...the barchick had an adorable accent and a bubbly personality...she made me a fruity rum drink...the drink was perfect...just the right mix sweet and not so sweet...sexy beast texted me that he was going to be there soon and that i should order him a drink...i asked the cutie-pie bartender to make something obnoxious for my date...she laughed and made him a pink martini with cherries and oranges floating on the drink's surface...

a few minutes later my playmate sexy beast strolled into the pub, wearing black skinny jeans and a fucked up graphic t-shirt...he looked punky and cute as usual...sexy beast walked in and sat next to me and took a sip of his pink drink...we were both smiling...i wanted to eat him up...

on this occasion my hair was freshly washed and ever so slightly wild...i was wearing a black and red long dress...this dress is a favorite of mine...it has smocking at the chest and flows everywhere else...under the dress i was wearing a black and white polka-dotted bra and black mesh panties...

after pleasantries...i leaned in close...the kiss contained a nibble to his lower lip...as his tongue pried its way into my almost opened mouth...such a fun kisser my sexy beast...his hands didn't wander but mine did indeed...starting at one thigh...tracing the inseam of his jeans...taking a soft right turn at his crotch...what a gentleman...as our kiss ended...i looked into his grey eyes...his smile was making crinkle lines in the corners of his eyes...made me wet...so fucking wet...

we chatted and sucked down 3 drinks each...kissing...leering and smiling at one another...i invited him back to my hotel room...telling him that just because i was inviting him back to my hotel room did not mean i would allow him to fuck me...(this was the game we had talked about for such a long time)

after a short walk back...we were outside the hotel...i had a cigarette...beast loved tasting the smoke...it is one of his kinks...we walked into the hotel...and waited for the elevator...going up...we kissed and pressed our bodies together...i was working my cock tease role...and beast remained a gentleman...only responding when i leaned into him...

we arrived at my room and i decided that instead to show sexy beast some of the things i carry on my adventures...this time i had leather cuffs and an insane amount of lube...looking at the lube i figured beast could give me a back massage...and then i would "make" him leave...it seemed that my visitor wanted to see how the cuffs would work...he fastened them to my wrists behind my back as i layed on the bed waiting for my massage...

"hey wait a moment...i want my massage...take these cuffs off please..." "but missy...they look pretty...just keep them on for a few minutes while i rub your back..." beast started rubbing my back...pulling my dress down to my waist...he said he needed to be able to give me a good rub down and my dress was in the way...

my dress found it's way to the floor...all i had on was a pair of black mesh panties...and that naughty man decided he had to remove his jeans...i could see him getting more undressed over my shoulder...my hands were cuffed...but my legs were free...i could still get up...which i started to do...but beast decided that i was not going to move...he was sitting on my ass...massaging my back with fingers moving lower...when he pulled off my panties and shoved some fingers in my cunt...i started bucking some and beast leaned in and told me to stop or he would get rougher...i squirmed and kicked...he reached underneath and pinched my right nipple...i stopped moving..."i will be a good girl"...

oh my...i was starting to believe my massage was not forthcoming...when beast held my legs apart...he thought i was pinned...just to taunt him...i started to pull my legs closed...beast did not like that...i kicked at him with my bare feet...he flipped me over and my cuffed wrists were underneath me...i continued to kick at him...beast was suddenly straddling my hips...my kicks did not deter him...

we were face to face...so close...my teeth bit...beast pulled away and gave me a stinging slap...i felt my lips curl into smirk...another slap..."be a good girl..." he said again..."fuck off..." i answered...then beast pulled my hair...and kissed me...breaking our kiss he sank lower...kissing down down down...opening my legs...tenderly tracing my slit...finger easing into my hole...

felt so good..."uncuff me?...please?"...beast slid up my body...gently turned me over and released my wrists...now i was free...free to do as i pleased...my sweet beast loves to eat pussy...he is a slave to the taste...smell...and the way i squirt...my hands were free..."get on your back baby." i cooed...he did...this time i was straddling his body...beast was tamed...i could tell...he could smell me and he wanted a taste...i slapped his face...hard...before he could say anything...i moved my body and lowered my cunt to just above his mouth...beast said "please" i sat...then he slid his tongue inside me...

i rode his mouth barely pausing to let beast catch his breath...he sucked and licked my swollen lips...his tongue stroked my clit until I swear I saw stars...I moved off his face...and spread his legs...I asked beast if he wanted me to fuck him...i poured a generous dose of lube over his cock and hole...and started to ease two slippery fingers inside him...then three fingers...he breathed out...and i slowly pushed in...beast was moaning as i slowly sunk my fist into him...he had learned on a previous occasion how to take my fist up to the widest part of my hand...what a good boy...

as i removed my hand i used a glass dildo to take the place of my not large fist, so beast would stay full...i fucked him with my dildo...he took all of it like a man should... as i removed my pretty cock from his asshole ...beast had a dreamy smile on his face...we spooned and caught our breath...however it was not long before i felt his hand moving hard into my cunt...

beast was returning the fist favor...well maybe not his whole fist...he moved his hand so rough and quick inside me that i couldn't stop the gush...it just kept flowing...i couldn't take anymore and begged him to stop...beast did stop and so sweetly he rubbed my wet all over me...thighs...stomach and breasts...beast gently turned my tired and sated body over onto my stomach...he fucked my pussy...and traced my ass crack until we both just about collapsed...both of us wet, gooey and so very sated...

*for beast's side of the story click here

sexy beast and i always have such fun...:)

Thursday, February 2, 2012

i had a dream about you...

there were 3 women in the bed and you...all of us had a different piece...we were stroking feet...stomach...cock...kissing neck...knees...and crevices...i didn't mind sharing...

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

this just in...

a twitter person i know just announced that all chubby, white women give great head!...wow really?...isn't this fabulous...every chubby, white woman that you know is guaranteed to give you head...not only head but GREAT head...awesome...i will let my mom know...

more news...fat girls are loose, black men all have huge cocks and play basketball, jewish people have horns and are cheap, lesbians just haven't found the right man, women are bad drivers...etc

stereotypes are great...we all get the same characteristics and one never has to get to know us because that person knows all he or she needs to know just by our physical traits, cultural ties, skin color, gender, pref...on and on...