Friday, January 28, 2011
when you stroke...
when you stroke...what are you thinking?...hands moving slowly squeezing...pulling...fingering your tight hole...precum leaking form your cockhead...what are you thinking?...tracing my slit waiting for you to push inside...cunt squeezing your cock...warmth closing in...pink nipples begging for a bite...soft hands gripping your ass...blood filled lips wrapped and sucking...soft to hard pressing...salty sweet...smell of sex...honey that has been left opened...sticky...
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Le Petit Secret Lingerie
Oh Le Petit Secret Lingerie these little pieces of pretty ruffle were like the empress's
new bra and panty set...as you may have noticed i have some curve to my body and my breasts are not small...not huge...but not small (kinda like the rest of me)...suffice it to say im a curvy chick...this set was not for me...my boobs looked like they were being strangled...and the "panties" consisted of three pieces of pretty elastic ruffle...Le Petit Secret Lingerie is supposed to "frame" one's parts however...um well what happened to me was more of an outline of the parts that i wasn't so hip to show off...(yes i know i wrote hip)...now, my guess is that these little bits of naughty might be better suited for a woman (or man) with a more straight shape...i kept moving the ruffles around and adjusting...but it got steadily worse...it looked as though someone had used a black "sharpie" to give me a lingerie tattoo...*sigh* oh well...
Monday, January 17, 2011
i stayed a virgin until i was 22...
1. i was reading a delightful post on e[lust] #22...one of the bloggers tells about how she lost her virginity (http://sexsecretsblog.com/first-time-sex-how-i-lost-my-virginity )...this got me thinking...my virginity loss was nothing near as hot...as per usual the fellow that finally got into my pants assumed that i was experienced...i was not..i had one lone blow job on my resume at the time...and could count the paltry number of "hook-ups" in which i had been involved...a pure young woman...i was shy about my body and people basically had to yell in my face to let me know that he or she was interested...
2. at the time pre-my deflowering...i was waiting tables part-time in addition to interviewing for full time employment...it was summer and i had just lost some weight...i was feeling some self-confidence that had always seemed to escape me before...when i had started at the restaurant i was instantly "new meat"...cornered in a walk-in freezer...leered at regularly...propositioned nightly...i felt incredibly sexy...and not at all like myself...
3. i learned many valuable lessons at the restaurant such as short skirts and get big tips...most nites waitstaff would stay after hours to drink and flirt...that particular nite...the bar area was crowded...i was wearing overalls i think and a half top...(it was 1990 don't judge me)...a red haired waiter was paying some attention to me...rubbing against me...commenting on my hair...breasts etc...first of all i still like redheads...and the badboy/badgirl thing gets me very mmmmm...but i digress...there were a few boys buying me drinks that evening...i was tipsy...tipsy missy is not so much of a challenge...but on this nite i was on a mission...i could tell that w wanted me...and i was going to lose my frigging virginity...it was time and i needed to know what it felt like...
4. w and i hung out more and more that evening...the now familiar feeling when you know you are going to end of fucking or being fucked by someone vibe, was strong enough, i think the whole room knew...i remember feeling dizzy from the fruity vodka drinks i had consumed...my car was outside...we walked out to my car...i was pressed against my driver's side door...he was against me...kissing my mouth...my neck...his hands finding my waist and the cheeks of my ass...
5. we continued to grope...i could feel his cock pushing against the material of my overalls...it felt very nice...and not really all that familiar...the bonus was that hard cock was for me...mine all mine...he was squeezing my ass...pulling me to him....felt like his cock was actually looking for a place to go...this was my chance...between heavy breathing...wet panties...we decided to go to my apartment...it wasn't far from the restaurant...
6. the ten minute car ride felt like an eternity...w's hand was wandering up my leg...my inner thigh as i drove my small toyota to the apartment. i shared my apartment with stephanie...a good friend who had slut tendencies...she would probably be there...but i didn't care...w and i were going to fuck...i couldn't wait...i don't remember walking up the stairs to the 2nd floor...i don't remember walking into my bedroom or even noticing if stephanie was home...we were in my bedroom...and w started unfastening my overall straps...hands moving...it was a blur...
7. clothes falling to the floor...i was on my back...w opened my legs...he used his tongue to trace my slit...adding to my to the already abundant wet...my body was thrusting up towards his mouth...it was dark in my room...just sensations...my legs were opened...w had wandered up the length of my body...i heard the ripping of a wrapper...i saw his silhouette....on his knees above me...putting the condom on...looking at me...his face lowering...our bodies closer now...his cock hard at my pussy lips...starting to push inside...entering me...opening me a little at a time...i felt some pain...as he went deeper inside me...
8. he didn't know i was a virgin...very few people knew...with his cock inside me...i reacted the way i felt i should...i pushed back against him...(pushing against him lessened the "ouch" factor)...my legs were starting to ache as he kept them spread...i was sure there would be matching bruises on my thighs...where the groping had been so very steamy...the fucking felt awkward and not exactly pleasurable...i really had no idea if he had a big or small cock...because i had no point of reference...i felt like my body was being pummeled and invaded...however im sure i was making the appropriate noises...
9. fucking me for what seemed like hours... finally w let me know in no uncertain terms that he was cumming..."oh fuck im coming"...with his proclamation almost immediately w rolled over and slept...my body felt bruised and used...i thought to myself..."so that is sex...i give it a big fat eh..."
10. i was young...what can i say...first experiences and so forth... sex is an activity that i more than enjoy currently... however in my years of "discovery" i have learned that what each person puts into it adds to the wow factor...i no longer just "get fucked"...i "fuck" i "screw" and i have "made love"...one needs to experience "eh" sex i think...then that person will know when the best most delicious fucking has occurred...anyhoo just some thoughts...kisses missy
2. at the time pre-my deflowering...i was waiting tables part-time in addition to interviewing for full time employment...it was summer and i had just lost some weight...i was feeling some self-confidence that had always seemed to escape me before...when i had started at the restaurant i was instantly "new meat"...cornered in a walk-in freezer...leered at regularly...propositioned nightly...i felt incredibly sexy...and not at all like myself...
3. i learned many valuable lessons at the restaurant such as short skirts and get big tips...most nites waitstaff would stay after hours to drink and flirt...that particular nite...the bar area was crowded...i was wearing overalls i think and a half top...(it was 1990 don't judge me)...a red haired waiter was paying some attention to me...rubbing against me...commenting on my hair...breasts etc...first of all i still like redheads...and the badboy/badgirl thing gets me very mmmmm...but i digress...there were a few boys buying me drinks that evening...i was tipsy...tipsy missy is not so much of a challenge...but on this nite i was on a mission...i could tell that w wanted me...and i was going to lose my frigging virginity...it was time and i needed to know what it felt like...
4. w and i hung out more and more that evening...the now familiar feeling when you know you are going to end of fucking or being fucked by someone vibe, was strong enough, i think the whole room knew...i remember feeling dizzy from the fruity vodka drinks i had consumed...my car was outside...we walked out to my car...i was pressed against my driver's side door...he was against me...kissing my mouth...my neck...his hands finding my waist and the cheeks of my ass...
5. we continued to grope...i could feel his cock pushing against the material of my overalls...it felt very nice...and not really all that familiar...the bonus was that hard cock was for me...mine all mine...he was squeezing my ass...pulling me to him....felt like his cock was actually looking for a place to go...this was my chance...between heavy breathing...wet panties...we decided to go to my apartment...it wasn't far from the restaurant...
6. the ten minute car ride felt like an eternity...w's hand was wandering up my leg...my inner thigh as i drove my small toyota to the apartment. i shared my apartment with stephanie...a good friend who had slut tendencies...she would probably be there...but i didn't care...w and i were going to fuck...i couldn't wait...i don't remember walking up the stairs to the 2nd floor...i don't remember walking into my bedroom or even noticing if stephanie was home...we were in my bedroom...and w started unfastening my overall straps...hands moving...it was a blur...
7. clothes falling to the floor...i was on my back...w opened my legs...he used his tongue to trace my slit...adding to my to the already abundant wet...my body was thrusting up towards his mouth...it was dark in my room...just sensations...my legs were opened...w had wandered up the length of my body...i heard the ripping of a wrapper...i saw his silhouette....on his knees above me...putting the condom on...looking at me...his face lowering...our bodies closer now...his cock hard at my pussy lips...starting to push inside...entering me...opening me a little at a time...i felt some pain...as he went deeper inside me...
8. he didn't know i was a virgin...very few people knew...with his cock inside me...i reacted the way i felt i should...i pushed back against him...(pushing against him lessened the "ouch" factor)...my legs were starting to ache as he kept them spread...i was sure there would be matching bruises on my thighs...where the groping had been so very steamy...the fucking felt awkward and not exactly pleasurable...i really had no idea if he had a big or small cock...because i had no point of reference...i felt like my body was being pummeled and invaded...however im sure i was making the appropriate noises...
9. fucking me for what seemed like hours... finally w let me know in no uncertain terms that he was cumming..."oh fuck im coming"...with his proclamation almost immediately w rolled over and slept...my body felt bruised and used...i thought to myself..."so that is sex...i give it a big fat eh..."
10. i was young...what can i say...first experiences and so forth... sex is an activity that i more than enjoy currently... however in my years of "discovery" i have learned that what each person puts into it adds to the wow factor...i no longer just "get fucked"...i "fuck" i "screw" and i have "made love"...one needs to experience "eh" sex i think...then that person will know when the best most delicious fucking has occurred...anyhoo just some thoughts...kisses missy
e[lust] #22
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Sunday, January 9, 2011
Damn...
I haven't been laid properly for awhile now...a little slap and tickle, but alas no earth shattering, pussy aching sex...a good hair pulling fuck...nope...I have cum a few times using my yummy new toy...however as we all know this is not the same as a pumping cock...curious fingers or scorching lips...I would like to go to sleep with a wet and perfectly used hole or holes, sore nipples and bruised thighs...then wake up being opened yet again...ahh well...maybe soon I will get what I need...
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